American Girls

Last night I was reminded why I was always disinterested in them in the first place. I have been hanging out with this girl for a few weeks, we have always been nothing more than friends and it has been a lot of fun. Keeping my mind off of Miho and all the other sadness I have had lately. We have gone to French restaurants, obscure bars, museums, a Knicks game (last night), gotten hammered in holes like Off the Wagon, etc...

Last night it all changed for the worse. This girl went bi-polar on me. She asked me "do you have any desire to be with me?" I said "well this couch is comfortable and it's cold as hell right now, so I would say at this moment yeah." She says "You know what I mean...what do you want out of this?" I try to skirt the issue by saying "I don't know. The status quo is pretty good. I'm happy hanging out with you, we have a lot of fun. You make me happy." I didn't know what else to say...

She rambled on about some crazy shit then punched me in the teeth...I was shocked. I have never been punched in the mouth before. That shit hurt. I wanted to knock her on her ass so bad..instead I just laughed. Then she says..."you fuckin ass hole, you have a gf and this whole time you lead me on and then I start to like you and then you are confused about your gf back in Japan? She broke off your engagement, slept with a few guys already, and believe me...has moved on." I say "you don't know what you're talking about." She says "I doubt you ever did any of the shit you say you have. I bet you never lived in Japan, nor had a gf named Miho, nor did you do modeling work, work on Wall Street..." etc, etc...it went on for a while until I said "are you done yet?" She said "you have done nothing but lie to me." I never lied to ehr. I even told her straight up in the beginning that I need a friend, not something more.

After an hour or so of this it is 1:30 am. I decide I am going home instead of sleeping over on her couch like she said I could, after I paid for her cab back to her apartment. She says "No, you are sleeping here and that's that." So I wait for her to go into her room and gather my things and am about to grab my jacket when she says "God! You're still here!?!?! It's 2am! Go home! We can still be friends but never forget this...you lied to me, I hate liars, I am a very mean bitch when I want to be and don't you forget it."

Where the hell did all that come from? Was it supposed to be a threat? Give me a break. I don't need this drama. I have enough bull shit in my life already that I don't need your fucked cynical view of everything making it worse for me.

I was sitting at the WTC PATH station at around 245am when I saw this really cute Japanese girl and starting talking to her (in Japanese). It was great to talk to someone like her again. It made me realize how great Asian people are and how fucked these feminist, girl power, holier than thou, white girls here in NY are. I don't miss them one bit.

You were a lot of fun, but now you can take a hike hosebag! Not my fault some guy fucked you over a few years ago, don't pin it on me. I fucked myself over in Japan and have a hard enough time dealing with it on my own.

I hope Maryland never makes it to the tourny...that would be a small personal victory over that witch.